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What I've learned from this shitty worldI've learned a few things as just your average kid who moves to place to place.What I've learned from this shitty world by xrainxxcloud
I've learned that I am indeed someone special, but to a stranger on the street-
I am just a loud teen, a quiet teen, whatever they think that I am.
It's just the facts I've accepted in my life.
I'm not saying it has to be the same for you-
but in my life, it's just the way things are.
There will always be the fact that I will sometimes, end up being alone.
But that doesn't mean I have to be afraid because on my own I am just as capable.
It's something I can't deny anymore.
There will be moments in life where i might be alone, moments where I have to get things done myself.
But Being alone isn't scary, as long as I know that someone is there-
Just not at the moment.
That there WILL ALWAYS be SOMEONE.
I just have to make it through, overcome this.
It's always darkest before the dawn right?
I have to have faith in myself, confidence.
This is how
Lousy daysDays where time goes by dreadfully slowlyLousy days by xrainxxcloud
Days where bullies push and pull me, throwing me around
Days where the weather is cold and I feel sick
Days where I'm so TIRED just so very tired-
Of everything and everyone.
These are lousy days. Everyone has them.
They come and go, sometimes staying longer than wanted.
They can be day after day, but sometimes they can only come every once in awhile.
Lousy days, they are the bane of my existence.
They seem to be more frequent now, as I lay in my bed.
The melancholy of tomorrow morning comes when I awake-
Wanting to stay in bed.
Not because I'm lazy, not because I hate school.
But because the sheer stupidity of it all.
Waking everyday with optimism just to get shot back down.
Not just that, but because I am tired.
Tired of everything.
Wanting to stay in bed and sleep the day away.
That is a lousy day.
I look foward to a day that is not lousy.
When I get out of b
The girlShe's just a girl in a room full of menThe girl by xrainxxcloud
She's just a kid in a world full of adults
She's just a ghost at a party
Quiet and alone-
No one seems to see her.
You can see the story of her lonely life told on her body-
She is a writer and her body is the paper.
Losing herself tonight, she calls herself tiny, amongst all the giants here tonight.
Do you know who she is, the quiet, lonely girl?
Hidden by mysteries and hiding deep within her bones
Living amongst all the other people in this world-
She wonders what's her place in the sea of people.
Living life day by day, not looking to the future but to her dreams.
Amongst all these people
Is just a number
Is just a face and a name
But isn't that everyone else as well?
The King of AprilThe King of April is the ruler, along side the queen.The King of April by xrainxxcloud
Hardworking and strong, he does his best for the kingdom.
But deep beneath the mask of a king, lies a lazy, old man.
Tired and worn out, old and stressed.
The king is someone who walks a tight line.
Everything weighs upon his shoulders, and if he were to fail...
he would bring us all down with him.
The King of April, my father and supporter.
As a father, has he failed?
Or just barely succeeded?
My father, the king, so indeed wasted-
At the sheer fact that I see past his outside exterior.
The king of April is indeed a hard one.
I can see how he lies and holds on to laziness.
Yet I see how he cares, but at the same time, doesn't.
What a complicated man this king.
Many times I hate him, despise him for his ignorance.
Yet there are times when I miss our talks and silent walks.
The king of April is a complicated man.
But a man in my li